Marine Infantry Officer & USASOC | Warrior Withdrawal | Varpas de Sa Pereira

About This Episode
Today we hear a Combat Story from Marine Officer and US Army Special Operations Command (or USASOC) leader Varpas de Sa Pereira (de SA Pur-rare-a). His book Warrior Withdrawal: When BAMF No Longer Means Bad*$$ M^ther#u@!er is a great read for anyone trying to understand why so many of veterans - myself included - face challenges transitioning out of the military outside of just PTSD.
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Varpas faced combat many times, deploying time and again with a variety of units in search of some "thing" he was missing. He was finally fully engrossed in the ‘system’ and had trouble pulling himself out of it. After 15 years of service, including time in USASOC at the tip of the spear, he finally retired and went back to school to study clinical psychology, where he realized what he had experienced was not abnormal. Many veterans, for whom being a warrior is ingrained in their psyche, struggle to adapt to life outside the military, often leading them to mental health challenges. Varpas coined this as Warrior Withdrawal Syndrome and now works as a psychotherapist to help veterans facing difficulties in their newfound lives.
In this episode we talk through several of his combat experiences in Iraq and some really challenging experiences that officers often face in making life and death decisions in very ambiguous environments.
He is currently a staff psychologist at the U.S. Department of Veterans Affairs (VA), where he provides mental health care to veterans and their families. You can get his book Warrior Withdrawal on Amazon. With that, please enjoy this unique interview with Varpas.
Varpas de Sa Pereira
Chapters
- 00:00Intro
- 00:49Introduction to Combat Story
- 01:08Meet Varpus Desaparara
- 01:56Warrior Withdrawal: Understanding Veteran Challenges
- 02:40Varpus' Unique Background
- 02:59The Meaning Behind the Name Varpus
- 04:45Family History and Military Service
- 07:45The Concept of 'Left of Boom'
- 09:38The Transition from Military to Civilian Life
- 15:30The Making of a Marine Officer
- 18:16First Deployment Experiences
- 28:00General's Aide and Beyond
- 37:13Reflecting on Regret and Mental Health
- 38:38Memorable Events from the First Deployment
- 40:35Taking Initiative and Facing Challenges
- 41:47Combat Realities and Leadership Decisions
- 43:28Navigating Friendly Fire and Tactical Decisions
- 48:32Moral Dilemmas and Command Conflicts
- 55:44Career Progression and Special Ops Aspirations
- 01:06:31Leadership Reflections and Personal Growth
- 01:12:25Leadership Challenges in Fallujah
- 01:14:01IED Strikes and Quick Reaction Force
- 01:16:03Engaging the Enemy and Emotional Toll
- 01:24:47Transitioning to Regiment and Family Sacrifices
- 01:29:07Special Operations and Missed Opportunities
- 01:33:42Warrior Withdrawal and Psychological Impact
- 01:45:38Reflections and Moving Forward
- 01:50:37Conclusion and Final Thoughts


